100/365—-25//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 100days.
to be alone can be peaceful, free from the pressure of sociability
99/365—-24//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 99days.
bairns
98/365—-23//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 98days.
paris, i miss you my friend
97/365—-22//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 97days.
manipulation
96/365—-21//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 96days.
ill
95/365—-20//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 95days.
symmetry, this an empty room, although i’m in it so not empty
94/365—-19//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 94days.
a bloke with a printer
93/365—-18//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 93days.
toilet humour?
92/365—-17//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 92days.
other peoples art, in the case my friend niki’s
91/365—-16//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 91days.
low
90/365—-15//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 90days.
my city
89/365—-14//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 89days.
a wee (free) shoot at an acting workshop, the actor in the photo was the highlight very talented and convincing
88/365—-13//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 88days.
erm?!?! fish!
87/365—-12//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 87days.
the backs of things
86/365—-11//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 86days.
never doing stuff for free, while doing everything for free!!
85/365—-10//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 85days.
i’m trying to limit my alcohol in take, but people have started paying me in units! first payment for nicki and i’s photography business!!
84/365—-09//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 84 days.
sometimes my life feels inflexible, hard and unyielding. i think i want to be somewhere else, anywhere else…not here…over there…in the green grass
83/365—-08//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 83 days.
Old and unhappy, I’m unhappy living like this,
feeling ugly and tired,
Jaded inside, I’ve tried hard to make it better,
I worked hard to find some peace, but at best it’s only fleeting,
I can’t last much longer like this.
Is there a new life at the end of some journey?
I’d like to think so.
82/365—-07//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 82 days.
a local town for local people
81/365—-06//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 81 days.
home comforts are few and far between
80/365—-05//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 80 days.
when walking through the ‘valley of shadows,’ a shadow is cast by a light
79/365—-04//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 79 days.
walking at the speed of a moving floor
78/365—-03//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 78 days.
it took a lost weekend, in a hotel in amsterdam, double pneumonia in a single room, and the sickest joke was the price of the medicine, may i please laugh along with you?
77/365—-02//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 77 days.
i know why i take photographs – because i can, but i don’t know why i keep them. once when i was in my teens i was called by a girl who made out she fancied me but she never said who she was and i never recognised her voice. the call lasted 20 minutes or so, we talked about everything and nothing, i never heard from her again
76/365—-01//12//2016—-fifty//three years and 76 days.
i had a dream of being enveloped by the sea, it was cold but inviting, water always appears powerful silent and unforgiving. i often cant hear it even when standing so close that my feet are wet
75/365—-30//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 75 days.
five years ago i began a journey, i reached a cross roads and chose this path in the hope it would lead me to happiness. it never did. so i’m at another crossroads and i’ll go this way…
74/365—-29//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 74 days.
i’d rather be underground
73/365—-28//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 73 days.
chores that can wait
72/365—-27//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 72 days.
grey dawn
71/365—-26//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 71 days.
no gain
70/365—-25//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 70 days.
a new dawn
69/365—-24//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 69 days.
pink
68/365—-23//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 68 days.
trees have it easy
67/365—-22//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 67 days.
always had a fascination about people walking by things
66/365—-21//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 66 days.
clarice?
65/365—-20//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 65 days.
winters here
64/365—-19//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 64 days.
merch
63/365—-18//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 63 days.
punk rock
62/365—-17//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 62 days.
music//martin stephenson and the daintees
61/365—-16//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 61 days.
harry papadopoulos
60/365—-15//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 60 days.
other peoples art
59/365—-14//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 59 days.
even beauty has darkness
58/365—-13//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 58 days.
trying to make sense of it all
57/365—-12//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 57 days.
70 cities as love brings the fall
56/365—-11//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 56 days.
we are the dead
55/365—-10//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 55 days.
a duel of personalities, that stretch all true realities
54/365—-09//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 54 days.
sometimes i look at my pictures and wonder why i took them
53/365—-08//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 53 days.
pity the poor US citizens faced with worst choice in history
52/365—-07//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 52 days.
here in my car, i know i’ve started to think, about leaving tonight, although nothing seems right….in cars
51/365—-06//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 51 days.
skeleton
50/365—-05//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 50 days.
sometimes just waking up gets me down
49/365—-04//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 49 days.
art//fractured
48/365—-03//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 48 days.
pink
47/365—-02//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 47 days.
music//pj harvey, is this love that i’m feeling?
46/365—-01//11//2016—-fifty//three years and 46 days.
Sometimes life goes by so fast its easy to lose sight of whats important.
45/365—-31//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 45 days.
open spaces essential for the thinking
44/365—-30//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 44 days.
music//Brix and the Extricated
43/365—-29//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 43 days.
i fear the future.
42/365—-28//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 42 days.
inspiration
41/365—-27//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 41 days.
i had a conversation tonight with my friend, i spoke of my long term memory problems, i never spoke about it before at least i don’t remember speaking of it
40/365—-26//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 40 days.
food//comfort eating III
39/365—-25//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 39 days.
this what i imagine the inside of my brain looks like
38/365—-24//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 38 days.
Out Dining//Ruth
37/365—-23//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 37 days.
behaviours and consequences
36/365—-22//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 36 days.
Gathering//Friends & Family
35/365—-21//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 35 days.
there is possibility that this is the last thing i will ever see
34/365—-20//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 34 days.
my life, scrunched up masking tape, wrinkled and sticky!
33/365—-19//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 33 days.
sometimes the edges get blurred
32/365—-18//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 32 days old.
…of a demented circus clown…
31/365—-17//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 31 days old.
these are the hands….
30/365—-16//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 30 days old.
friends//niki
29/365—-15//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 29 days old.
social media is a bizarre mistress.
28/365—-14//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 28 days old.
killing time
27/365—-13//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 27 days old.
music//
“I’m the dark and you’re the sun
And there’s a haze right between the trees
And I can barely see you
You’re an ocean in between the waves”
The War On drugs: An Ocean in Between the Waves
26/365—-12//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 26 days old.
music//admiral fallow
25/365—-11//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 25 days old.
“…whilst finishing a chore, I asked myself “what for”
24/365—-10//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 24 days old.
food//comfort eating II
23/365—-09//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 23 days old.
What goes on in that place in the dark?
22/365—-08//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 22 days old.
friends//kathryn
21/365—-07//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 21 days old.
Friday night zombies.
20/365—-06//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 20 days old.
P.M. The commute home.
19/365—-05//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 19 days old.
18/365—-04//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 18 days old.
food//trying to be healthy, eating badly only gets me down. eating healthily alone isn’t much better.
17/365—-03//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 17 days old.
Single.
16/365—-02//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 16 days old.
Lazy
15/365—-01//10//2016—-fifty//three years and 15 days old.
Running is everything.
14/365—-30//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 14 days old.
Exercising!
13/365—-29//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 13 days old.
My nemesis.
12/365—-28//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 12 days old.
Wednesdays
11/365—-27//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 11 days old.
friends//brian & steve
10/365—-26//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 10 days old.
Living life at the speed of time.
9/365—-25//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 9 days old.
Running back to happiness.
8/365—-24//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 8 days old.
Sharp dressed men.
7/365—-23//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 7 days old.
Breakfast for one.
6/365—-22//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 6 days old.
food//uncomfortable eating
5/365—-21//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 5 days old.
friends//carol
4/365—-20//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 4 days old.
Food//comfort eating.
3/365—-19//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 3 days old.
If music is the food of love, eat jammie dodgers.
2/365—-18//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 2 days old.
…after all is said and done, only one remains.
1/365—-17//09//2016—-fifty//three years and 1 day old.
Beginning my fifty//fourth year in the company of the the most important people in the world.
The happiness of our children outweighs everything, letting them know they are loved and admired for the people they are is the only gift parents have to give them.
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